Today was a red letter day. My wife's health took a noticable turn for the better, I got my yearly increase and bonus, and my doctor referred me to a Urologist for the inevitable middle aged men's problems. Those things happen to you as well as CFIDS. The seemingly minor irritations caused by those things (men you'll know what I mean) - take infinite patience to deal with on top of everything else. Sounds like I'm making myself out to be superman, of course I'm not, but I can say that I have learned more about how God works from the time I have had this disorder than I would have had I not been forcably slowed down. When you slow down, you listen to things you would otherwise not have heard. It takes some years to understand this. "be still - and know that I am God"- try it some time. Not as easy as it sounds. The original words were uttered to the nation of Israel when they had just escaped Egypt and had their backs to the Red Sea, with Pharoah's chariots headed directly toward them - try being still! They didn't either. But God... my favorite two words.